unconditional doesn't always mean what it is.
I've been lying.
I've been crying.
It's all pretty much the same; we're deceiving
and we're leaving
all yet in one day.
I've only wanted to impress you, only wanted to be the perfect price.
I laughed politely, when you dared to call me nice.
I was stupid, hopeful and naive; I thought I knew everything.
Everyone came to me for advice, I thought I was able to listen to my own.
I thought I was invincible, years of build up.
How wrong I was, how simple my heart collapsed.
Reality struck; struck hard and fast.
You were gone, I alone.
It felt as if my heart were combusting, ready to implode.
Nobody else knew what was going on, or at least so I thought.
I told no one, obviously.
It was just a sign of weakness; something I wasn't allowed to show or risk being exposed with.
I was supposed to be the one who was unbreakable.
But now I'm not.
I'm destroyed.
Perishable.
Distraught.
Uncomfortable.
Alien.
Broken.
And worst of all,
scattered.
I've been crying.
It's all pretty much the same; we're deceiving
and we're leaving
all yet in one day.
I've only wanted to impress you, only wanted to be the perfect price.
I laughed politely, when you dared to call me nice.
I was stupid, hopeful and naive; I thought I knew everything.
Everyone came to me for advice, I thought I was able to listen to my own.
I thought I was invincible, years of build up.
How wrong I was, how simple my heart collapsed.
Reality struck; struck hard and fast.
You were gone, I alone.
It felt as if my heart were combusting, ready to implode.
Nobody else knew what was going on, or at least so I thought.
I told no one, obviously.
It was just a sign of weakness; something I wasn't allowed to show or risk being exposed with.
I was supposed to be the one who was unbreakable.
But now I'm not.
I'm destroyed.
Perishable.
Distraught.
Uncomfortable.
Alien.
Broken.
And worst of all,
scattered.