ghosts of love

the light in my eyes dulled as i remember all the things that kept me from falling. all my fears creaped through the darkness that surrounds my life. watching the sky as i try to figure out why im still here and not with you. dreams of death turn to desires of being with you one last time. missing you has made my heart turn cold. wishing i could feel you near me one last time as i long to be near your side. your were my life in the eyes of death. my light in the pich black darkness of this world. but you will forever hold my heart in death as you held it in life.