I'm Not Sorry For Being Diffrent

Hey. You. You Remember me?
I'm sure you do.
Remember when we were best friends;
and I was the one you would tell everything?
I was always the first one you would tell,
and you were the same for me.
I remember. You should remember.
Even if you don't want to.

. You. Remember me?
I'm the one who you pulled your first all-nighter with.
I'm the best friend,
That is long since gone from your life.

Hey. You. Remember me?
I'm the one that you left behind for your new so-called 'friends.'
You said it was because I lied.
But I knew the truth. You didn't want me to hold you back from becoming another 'popular' kid.
I never told you one lie, why did you lie to me?

Well now, I would like to apoligize.
Sorry.
Sorry for spilling red fruit punch on your carpet at your birthday party.
Sorry.
Sorry for embarrasing you when I waved to you in the hallway.
Sorry.
Sorry that I wouldn't bend to your every want and fit to your mold.
Sorry.
Sorry that you look at me and are ashamed that you ever were my friend.
Sorry.
Sorry that you are just another one of the clones that fill a quarter of the school.
Sorry.
Sorry that you didn't have the gut to go against what others wanted you to be, what society expected of you.
But, there are things that I'm not sorry about.
Im not sorry.
Im not sorry for being your friend, though you may be sorry that you were mine. You taught me lessons, that I wouldn't've learned.

Im not sorry.
Im not sorry that I didn't backstab and lie to you, even though you did both to me. Without you doing that, I wouldn't have learned that most people don't play fair.

Im not sorry.
Im not sorry for letting you leave me behind with out a fight. If I would've faught, and broke my will, I would have ended up just like you. Like a quarter of the school.

Im not sorry.
Im not sorry that I have willpower. Im not sorry that I have a genuine personality. Im not sorry that I have my own tastes. Im not sorry that I am not what society wants me to be. Im not sorry that Im different