Our love

All it took was one day,
One day for me to fall for you.
After that you were always on my mind.
You opened my eyes to a new world.
I would wake up everyday just to see you.
Your smile, lit up my day.
I loved everything about you.
The way you hugged me when we saw eachother.
How you ALWAYS made me smile, even in the worst of times.
You accept me as I am.
You filled the hole in my chest.
Ive never felt like this before.
I was addicted.
I would lay awake and try not to think of you.
But I cant control what I dream.
And it was always you.
I wanted more, I wanted all of you.
But you were with her, She was with you.
She loves you, You love her.
And i was just standing alone on the side.
I knew it wouldnt work out, But I wanted you.
I had hope.
I was a fucking idiot.
I was just setting myself up, and you let me.
You used me.
But I never gave up.
I was a fucking idiot.
You would always go back to her.
I could never be like her.
No one can ever love me.
And you and a few other people taught me that.
But theres still a piece of me that loves you...and it wont die