Killing lullabies

Give up on me
I'm suffocating
I'm useless here
Stop debating
with yourself
I keep on fading
Give up on me
I'm sick of waiting

The walls of doubt
Are quickly closing
Anti-hope
For me it's posing
I'm only real
When you are dosing
And close to me
You' are moseying

Let me go
And let me drown
To me your weren't
And are not bound
It's been to long
You haven't found
Motivation
Now your wound

Wound in nightmares
Wound in lies
All caused by
Bad lullabies
And they are
All disguised
As sweet songs
But they're only lies

Me, your dream
You almost kill
It's not because
You have no will
It's because
You will not deal
With obstacles
That keep me still

So suck it up
And move your feet
No, this battle
Wont be neat
Come on and get
In the heat
It's time for dreams
To finally beat