2:56 a.m.

It's 2:56 a.m.
I'm laying here crying over you
Its been over a year but I still feel the pain
I still feel you drifting away
Since then I may seem fine and act like I can be just a friend

But I can't
I can't watch as you smile at her
Laugh with her
Kissing her

I'd like to say I know you
To say she's not right for you
I wish you could see her how everyone else does
How conversation stops when she comes around
How she rolls her eyes and makes rude remarks and manipulates

You're not the first thing of mine that has ended up being hers
Don't you see she's pulling you away from everyone
You don't even talk to your best friend like you used to

I wish I could move on
Because it's keeping me from giving all my heart and attention to someone else
He deserves more
I should let you go and if you're happy I should be
But how can I release you when you still hold so much of me?
How can I be happy when it hurts so much?
When I'm worried she's going to change the guy you are and break your heart
3:10 a.m.
13 minutes that I could have been sleeping but I'm awake crying over you.

©2010.Kira McCall