Happy to be me? not really...

Seeing the smiles
Hearing the laughs
Tasting the sweet tea
Thinking "I'm happy to be me"

In public i feel strong
I think I'm the person anyone can depend on
My grin hides the frown
My Ha's hide the insane bang
Undercover deranged flame

Behind closed doors
I'm in pain
Nothing for me gain
Wearing hurtful chains
Never to be free again

Cant open the doors
To show the real me...
Why?
Because its kinda a sign of defeat
Then i would actually be beat
And i really am afraid of destiny

Seeing the smiles
Hearing the laughs
Tasting the sweet tea
Thinking "I cant believe this is me"