Depression.

Looking through drug induced eyes
At a world that could never really rise.
Past the natural doom and gloom
To a man sitting alone in a room.

Blood-soaked socks and a broken heart
The man that simply fell apart.
Searching for the antidote
He left the world a suicide note.

"I am but a lonely soul
Trapped in a body I can't control.
A mind apart from reality
A subtle abnormality.
Ease the pain with a pill
Emotions that were meant to kill
Smile as I say my farewell
I have no happy ending to tell."

Happiness is but a front
A cover for this crazy stunt
Underneath the broken heart
Where smiles end and sorrow starts.