Questions
What do you do when all you want more than anything is to feel his arms around you?
What if that very realization makes you scared?
What if what you're doing you know is wrong?
What if you don't care, you're doing it anyways?
What do you do when you feel like your trapped and there's nothing you can do?
What if you were offered the chance at freedom from that hell hole, but you're too scared to take it for fear of dissapointment?
What do you do when you don't know what you want?
What do you do when time is looming over you to hurry up?
What do you do when the decisions you make now will effect you later on?
What do you do when you feel like you're about to break down into nothingness?
What do you do when your dad wakes you up at 3 in the morning, and tells you your mothers had a siezure?
What do you do when you lose someone you loved?
What if you'd seen it coming for years?
What do you do when you watch an old man cry for the beloved wife he just lost?
What do you do when you start thinking about the sacrafices he's made to make her happy?
What if that makes you realize how horrible the world has become?
What do you do when you watch those old movies?
What if you see her alive as a person who was a stranger to you?
What do you do when opportunity comes knocking?
What if a person shuts them down?
What do you do when your 28 cousin's husband and childrens father, hits on you and is serious?
What if you had to try to comfort him because she's breaking his heart?
What do you do when the whole thing makes you want to cry?
What happens when the tears won't come?
What happens when the one person who takes your mind off of everything hasn't answered you all day?
What if without that person, you feel like you are breaking?
What do you do when you know that that is the most foolish thing you have ever heard or said in your life?
What do you do when you sound crazy?
What do you do when you put on a show for everybody in the world?
What if this is the only way to let those feelings out?
What do you do when your whole summer has changed your life?
What if you miss those past summers like nothing before?
What do you do when the tears are near the edge of your eyes?
What do you do when you find that some friendships are in deed lies?
What do you do when you feel like your life is falling apart?
What if you shouldn't be making a sound?
What if you get caught?
What do you do when you have so many questions, because you don't know what to do at all?
What if that very realization makes you scared?
What if what you're doing you know is wrong?
What if you don't care, you're doing it anyways?
What do you do when you feel like your trapped and there's nothing you can do?
What if you were offered the chance at freedom from that hell hole, but you're too scared to take it for fear of dissapointment?
What do you do when you don't know what you want?
What do you do when time is looming over you to hurry up?
What do you do when the decisions you make now will effect you later on?
What do you do when you feel like you're about to break down into nothingness?
What do you do when your dad wakes you up at 3 in the morning, and tells you your mothers had a siezure?
What do you do when you lose someone you loved?
What if you'd seen it coming for years?
What do you do when you watch an old man cry for the beloved wife he just lost?
What do you do when you start thinking about the sacrafices he's made to make her happy?
What if that makes you realize how horrible the world has become?
What do you do when you watch those old movies?
What if you see her alive as a person who was a stranger to you?
What do you do when opportunity comes knocking?
What if a person shuts them down?
What do you do when your 28 cousin's husband and childrens father, hits on you and is serious?
What if you had to try to comfort him because she's breaking his heart?
What do you do when the whole thing makes you want to cry?
What happens when the tears won't come?
What happens when the one person who takes your mind off of everything hasn't answered you all day?
What if without that person, you feel like you are breaking?
What do you do when you know that that is the most foolish thing you have ever heard or said in your life?
What do you do when you sound crazy?
What do you do when you put on a show for everybody in the world?
What if this is the only way to let those feelings out?
What do you do when your whole summer has changed your life?
What if you miss those past summers like nothing before?
What do you do when the tears are near the edge of your eyes?
What do you do when you find that some friendships are in deed lies?
What do you do when you feel like your life is falling apart?
What if you shouldn't be making a sound?
What if you get caught?
What do you do when you have so many questions, because you don't know what to do at all?
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This started as a Journal entry that I have posted, but i decided it was poetry in a way, so i copied it here, and added to it finishing my thoughts. This is my way of letting things unfold. I'm just really in a writting mood right now, trying to sort out my feelings and thoughts. Because i've had a really hard and trying summer so far, and I just don't know what to do with my life at the moment. So if you are very confused.... welcome to my life. So am I.