I'm Just Tired

I’m just tired.
Tired of every dream and expectation I had
When I was a kid falling to pieces before my eyes.
I wish they’d tell me to prepare myself for a life time of disappointment and heartbreak.

I wish they’d tell me that I’m never going to grow out of my awkwardness, so I’d better get used to it

I think movies should have disclaimers at the beginning;
these events will never occur in
Real life, if they did you wouldn’t be inside watching a fucking movie.

I suppose we’re all a bit lonely and broken.
I suppose most of us just go through life,
Waiting for things to get better. For some
They do, for others they don’t. I reckon it’s up to us to make the out of it.
Question is, am I strong enough to try?