to my molester

sitting alone
crying again
chilled to the bone
know i won't win

trying to hide
miserably failing
forced suicide
to the boat i was sailing

i am too broken
too disgust and violate
my strong will spoken
you crush, abate

there's nothing left here
for you to break
so go away DEAR
no more you could take

after so many years
raped every fucking day
so many fears
abused in every way

i thought i was free
i thought my bonds broken
oh, silly me,
you still keep me as your token