what have you done

It is Hurt
Like a triple back flip landing on your face
Like a blow to the face
How he could he tell me that to my face
Like the sting of the bee to fragile skin
How could he tell me that to my face?
It is Disappointment
Like an award going to anyone but you
Like playing third wheel at the movies
How could he forget my wish
Like wanting happiness and getting failure
How could he forget my wish?
It is Love
Like looking into golden eyes that see you
Like arms wrapped around a child
How could he love me so much
Like nothing is wrong at all with us
How could he love me so much?
It is Fright
Like jumping off the sand dunes for the first time
Like riding that fast roller coaster
How could he scare me like this
Like he will disappear and not come back
How could he scare me like this?
It is Hope
Like a soldier coming home one day
Like something might actually be right
How could he give me hope with his words
Like standing on his doorstep knocking on the door
How could he give me hope with his words?
It is Broken
Like a toy shattered on the tile floor
Like no repair can fix it right now
How can he break it so easily
Like everywhere I go no love is found
How can he break it so easily?
Its hard to deal with the pain of losin you everywhere i go. But im
doing it.
Its hard to force that smile when i see your old friends and im
alone. Still harder...
gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret but i know if i could
do it over,
i would trade, give away, all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken.
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to
say and watching you walk away
and never knowin what could have been and not seeing that lovin
you was what i was trying to do...
It engulfs my heart, tell me what needs to be done doctor.