When I close my eyes

It's warm and beautiful
so many people having fun, laughing
I envy them

the sun is out
but so is the moon
i don't understand this

and then the moon goes down
and the daylight is gone
the people aren't happy anymore

im longing for that happiness
im longing for the warmth
but i know i wont get it back

the sky turns a sick green
and everybody disappears
no sun, no moon, no nothing

i start to run. try to escape
from what i dont know
but i have to go away, the emptiness has to leave

and then i open my eyes
im sitting down in my lonely bed
staring at your picture

and now i just want to close my eyes again