Live Laugh Love, What a Stupid Little Motto
She lay there in a panic,
No one will hear me.
She couldn't scream,
She had no feelings.
So many walked by,
No one even noticed.
She lay there wide awake,
She felt like she wasn't breathing.
'I should have listened to Sara,'
'I shouldn't be almost dying.'
'Please god just help me,'
'I swear I will start eating...'
Her whole entire world went black,
It was all so fuzzy to her.
She could hear the sirens in the back,
Althought it's too late she thought.
I could feel the cold hands on my chest,
'Just stop, it's not worth it anymore.'
I heard the frantic cries,
I tried to tell them I'm here.
The beeping in my ears won't stop,
The sound of death was with me.
I'm sorry mom and dad,
Will you please please forgive me?
No one will hear me.
She couldn't scream,
She had no feelings.
So many walked by,
No one even noticed.
She lay there wide awake,
She felt like she wasn't breathing.
'I should have listened to Sara,'
'I shouldn't be almost dying.'
'Please god just help me,'
'I swear I will start eating...'
Her whole entire world went black,
It was all so fuzzy to her.
She could hear the sirens in the back,
Althought it's too late she thought.
I could feel the cold hands on my chest,
'Just stop, it's not worth it anymore.'
I heard the frantic cries,
I tried to tell them I'm here.
The beeping in my ears won't stop,
The sound of death was with me.
I'm sorry mom and dad,
Will you please please forgive me?
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I suffered from anorexia when I was in middle school and bulimia in high school. I almost died from not eating and this could have been me. If anyone suffers from anorexia or bulimia, it's not healthy... and I went through a lot to get myself back. I cry sometimes and look in the mirror and think that I'm fat. But being healthy and being fat are two different things. If anyone suffers from it, I can relate, and if you need someone to talk to about it... I'm definitely all ears.