I Need To/Perfect

I need to die
I need a better life
I need to get out of this house called Hell
I need to stop doing things wrong and making mistakes
I need to stop wasting tears
I need to be perfect
But I can't be
Because I'm not perfect
I never will be
Am no where near it
And not enough close to it
I want to die
I want to have a better life
I don't want to be a burden anymore
Get me out of this Hell hole! Please!
♠ ♠ ♠
Thought of this last nite while cryin my eyes out like a waterfall.
The song Perfect by Simple Plan is practically based on my life & similar to the experience I had last nite, when i wrote these two poems.