Once I can breathe again
When I want to be left alone,
Get some time to breathe,
Hear myself think,
See something only I'm looking at,
Look back on memories,
I can't.
I end up sharing.
People I've tried to leave,
They don't get the picture.
They decide I can't have alone time.
They think I'm there for them.
Their drama.
Their problems.
Their break-ups.
Their time.
All mine.
Let me breathe again.
I'm not there for you,
Chances are,
I'm not a fan.
My life is my issue apparently,
Once I deal with yours,
And theirs,
Then I can have mine.
Until you need me again.
Constant repeat.
No pause.
No rewind.
No play.
No nothing.
Sometimes.
The only thing.
I want to lose.
Is.
My mind.
Get some time to breathe,
Hear myself think,
See something only I'm looking at,
Look back on memories,
I can't.
I end up sharing.
People I've tried to leave,
They don't get the picture.
They decide I can't have alone time.
They think I'm there for them.
Their drama.
Their problems.
Their break-ups.
Their time.
All mine.
Let me breathe again.
I'm not there for you,
Chances are,
I'm not a fan.
My life is my issue apparently,
Once I deal with yours,
And theirs,
Then I can have mine.
Until you need me again.
Constant repeat.
No pause.
No rewind.
No play.
No nothing.
Sometimes.
The only thing.
I want to lose.
Is.
My mind.
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If it's not obvious enough, I'm tired of having to help everyone keep their acts together.Hell, my act is beyond repair. It's been ignored so long it's been shut down, and all I have left to do is manage everyone elses who decides to trust me.