What I Real is Feel
Fuck me Over why don't you
Kill me while you're at it
Make me cry till I'm blind
Trust me, no one will ever mind
I can't believe how heartless you are
Yet I've seen it soo much that I can
I can't believe how you can hurt me
But all the scars are still there
I have feelings for you
I don't give you emotion
I want to get away from you
But I cant, I just can't
I smile at all of it
Helps the barrier stay up
Can't let it get messed up
Cause I don't know how to clean it
I scream interanlly
My insides are shaking
I feel like vomiting from the turbulence
My ear drums are breaking
I don't need my senses anymore
The gift has become a curse
It only makes what I real feel
No typo there, did that on purpose
What I get from the world isn't real until I feel it is
What I feel is the only thing that is real
With its on pulse and voice
It makes it harder to hear the noise
I static charge that I hear and see
Yet as electrifying as it is
I feel numb to plead
Cause there is never any real need
The choice is set
Everyone's placed their bets
When you are marked up
Then you are Ready
Sadly sadistic I am becoming
Words that amuse me
But I can't show it
Cause I don't want nobody to know it
Stone cold
Is still to warm
It still burns like hell
When it gets blood
Kill me while you're at it
Make me cry till I'm blind
Trust me, no one will ever mind
I can't believe how heartless you are
Yet I've seen it soo much that I can
I can't believe how you can hurt me
But all the scars are still there
I have feelings for you
I don't give you emotion
I want to get away from you
But I cant, I just can't
I smile at all of it
Helps the barrier stay up
Can't let it get messed up
Cause I don't know how to clean it
I scream interanlly
My insides are shaking
I feel like vomiting from the turbulence
My ear drums are breaking
I don't need my senses anymore
The gift has become a curse
It only makes what I real feel
No typo there, did that on purpose
What I get from the world isn't real until I feel it is
What I feel is the only thing that is real
With its on pulse and voice
It makes it harder to hear the noise
I static charge that I hear and see
Yet as electrifying as it is
I feel numb to plead
Cause there is never any real need
The choice is set
Everyone's placed their bets
When you are marked up
Then you are Ready
Sadly sadistic I am becoming
Words that amuse me
But I can't show it
Cause I don't want nobody to know it
Stone cold
Is still to warm
It still burns like hell
When it gets blood