All I've Wanted

Bring back foggy memories
Of times that used to be.
Lingering on thoughts of broken dreams
Thinking of what could have been.
How can I
Push aside
All I've wanted
For so long?
Hold on to my sweet escape
I wont let it get away.
Fighting for my "could have beens"
I wont let them slip away again.
Hold on to my last breath
Waiting for all the rest to finally leave,
Leave me in peace
My sweet escape.
Everything races from me
Across my faded fantasies.
Nothing is left
Thats worth the time.
How can I
Push aside
All I've wanted
For so long?