Everything

You never heard my wordless screams
denided any pain I ever felt
tell me to grow up.
Ripping me at the seams
slowly torturing
always defending the hand god has dealt.
Feelings so unsure
never hearing only seeing
no one knows how pure
how deep i may be feeling.
I am faded
becoming all you wanted
hiding all the sorrow.
you can't run
I'm unavoided
even while feeling hollow.
Now that you have ripped me open
stuffed me full
trained me well, a used tool.
Am I everything you hope for?
everything unlike before,
everything and more,
instead of being poor
slamming the door
I can see I am nothing since you washed me away.