A Tragic Ending

I look at this blood filled room
And wish it was mine
As the breath I breathe is fading
Into the smell of decaying

All I've lost is my color
But I never really had one

The sun is fading into black
As time is turned back
To the hell I wish not to relive
But to forgive those who I have heard
But have not understood their words

Until this time where the soothing beats
Fade into the screeching cries
Of the loved ones lies
Who have lost but do not love
And do not care about the breatheles sighs
Coming from the lifeless body
Of the tortured soul who just soon realized
Had more love than not could deny