Gravitations

My legs are dragging
I can barely move but I keep pushing
I’m falling to the ground and no one will grab my hand
I need this nightmare to stop for I can not take this and that.

I feel so anxious but the doctors tells me I’m stress
God, if only… I can only think of this shit less.

My heart pounds like the sound of pop rocks
I wanna live but I’m so done with these two stained socks
I keep fighting through as that is what I can only do
I’m really starting to think… maybe I’m not meant to blink
My face has swollen from the pain I’ve been through
Did anyone care to try and think they knew?

My heart burns and I try to keep the cave from entering the wild
I can’t even speak.

My world is disintegrating into the moon light
But how can that be? I only wanted this night?
Money falls from the sky but falls into the wrong hands
Dancing into the rain is the solo jazz band

I’m sinking slowly…
I’ll always keep thinking this holy