Friends or Enemies?

He says he loves me
But does he so?
Is it because he just needs another girl to play?
Is it because I'm the only girl he can't win over?
But I also have a secret.
I think I love him too.
I think I have always loved him.
Unforunately, I don't know whether he really does love me the way he says he does.
I hope we will always be close friends though
He tortures the ones who make my heart break
He hates the ones that I care about with all my heart
But he loves the ones I want nothing to do with
He said there will always be an us while growing up
But he also needs to learn that growing up I will have other people that I will like in time
He despises it when I don't do something he doesn't approve of
He hates my friends more than anything in the world
Hopefully one day the three will connect and see eye to eye just for me
But for now I'm stuck in reality...