Your big ego

I loved you once
and you felt the same
when i start to reconsider my feelings
you pop back into my brain
i try to talk to you
but you have already shut me out
so what if i ran once
you can't blame me forever
why can't you just see
it should be us
forever
but all you see is your big ego
and how i could possibly ruin your reputation
well
i don't understand
could you please tell me
and tell yourself for that matter
i don't understand at all
i loved you and still do and always will
but when i come running back
your not standing there
with open arms
you are pushing me away like i was nothing to you
well sorry
i thought i ment the world
but i guess my thoughts were wrong
and thanks for letting me know
when you spent forever leading me on