As I Wait

I feel the sadness in my heart
It's sad how quickly you broke apart
The flowers lay above your dark coffin
I'm ashamed this was your last option

You were the last person that showed me love
Now look at what you've become
With nothing but and knife

You insert the knife to a vein and told me
"It's my way to feel sane,"
You never knew it could crumble down
Like an instrument that plays no sound

You waited and waited for the moment to come
When your life was not nothing but crumbs
But that moment never came to be
And look at what I now see

I see a person with hopes and dreams
That were torn down from the roots of a tree
I see a person with life filled with sorrow
That hated to wait until tomorrow

I always wanted you to know
That i constantly loved you forever and more