Say It Again

"I love you."
God, did I really
Just say that?
All those hours thinking
About how I wanted the
Scene to play out in my
Head, and I just blurt
It out to you.

Or was it all my
Imagination?

I can't tell anymore.
Sitting half asleep
On the phone,
Sometimes dreaming--
Sometimes talking
Aloud.

Should I say it again,
Just to make sure you
Heard?