why daddy why

first time since the day he left and i remember his exact words, 'You will never amount to anything. ...You can't sing and Your worthless. The words still stung me as I remembered that night. want a loving father in their life?I know I do. But I guess you dont always get what you want. And I dont understand how you could just abandon your family, but somethings Ill never know. HOW COULD YOU?