I want you to cry.

I need to sing
this tension in my chest
the realization that I cannot sing
rips me up inside
I cannot find the words
I need to cry
this feeling in my heart
the beauty of it all that I cannot sing
I die when I cannot,
I want to run outside and sing in the darkness
I want to tell someone they are beautiful
I need to breathe
this choking feeling in my throat
the forgetfulness that I am alive
darkness
When you become in contact with something that
makes you feel this way because of the beauty of it
then
I want you to cry