Cliff Notes

There are some things better left misunderstood
A few key moments best left unremembered
forced minds to see hatred and doubt
stomach drops and heartache
never worth it for a second
seeing you and thinking of another
seeing another and thinking of you
people.. silly people
always wanting what can never be truly yours.
Took me too long to see it
the similar traits that always left me wanting for the rest of them
none of them yours
Yet here I am.
I thought I was past this;
done with this;
but no. Never can I be just rid of you.
Always waiting, but done with it.
I swear I'm done with it.
I swear for the last time that I can live without you.
Does anyone believe me when I say that anymore?
I know that I don't.
I always come crawling back when I'm on the brink.
Always ignoring that it was you who put me here.