Accept humanity and be Accepted

The fear to not be used is stronger then the lust and love I hide beneath a cold glare. With arms open I wide I accept anyone who will except me. The world sends me spinning into a current of amber waves. With eyes closed tight I fall into the arms of death but before I must see what the world beholds and what it feels like to be betrayed.
With deeds left undone and not even a chance to say farewell I’m allowed to hold the one that don’t judge my stupid antics, till the day I die. As the years will past I will meet un-caring humanity, but I can still hold the weight on my shoulders, and wish to be accepted till the day its time to say the end.