Repression

My brain won"t hide,
These emotions I want to repress.
From time to time they come back,
And make me a mess.
My every thought comes as another test.
Can't make up my mind.

Forget it all those meaningful words.
They made me happy,
But now they are only blurred.
Tearing me inside,
Another bullet to my mind.

This pen and paper is not to rescue me.
Just brings it out so it linger less on me.
A reflection thats so lost.
Another case of a broken cause.