Why do I still love you?

Why do I still love you?
It is the question I ask myself
every day that I see you
every day that I talk to you
every day that I love you

After everything you put us through
the tears and the yelling
the words that I can't get out of my head
Why do I still love you?

Why do I still love you
when you loved your drugs
more than my mother
more than me

After you threw things at us
yelled at us for everything
told me you could kill me and not even care
Why do I still love you?

Why do I still want to be closer
want to talk to you
want to be near you
want to love you?