Favorite Time of the Day is . . .
My favorite time of the day is when I'm sleeping
It's my favorite time for one reason
My reason is...
I get to see Austin
Him the love of my life
I get to see him
That face I wish to see everyday
He put spice in my life
His laugh gave me butterflies
His gray-blue eyes put a glitter in my eyes
His smile so big,pretty,and white
It made me wanna fight when i saw her all over him
I wish I would have told him...
That I loved him
But I knew he never would love me back
I knew the reason I just didn't want to believe it
I couldn't I wouldn't
Then the worst possible thing happened
I felt like all my life was drained from me
I wanted to die that day
I held back the tears so they wouldn't feel bad
I didn't say a word that day
They tried to get me to talk
I didn't I refused
Once I got home I just went to my room
I cried hours after hours after hours
My mom tried get me to stop and eat
But I couldn't I was to repulsed
I love him I tell him everyday
I know no one in my family believes he can hear me
So I tell him in my mind
I tell him in my dreams
But not meaning toI talk my thoughts
I talked my mind to much
I talked about him to much
She slapped me told me to STOP
I cry more than I ever have
She caught me she hit me again
She called the therapist at her work
That lady that calls herself a saint
Shes the devil for all I know
I go there Saturday's,Monday's,and Thursday's
I haven't gotten better
I've only gotten worse
I get better everyday at hiding my crying
It's helped a lot
I haven't been hit since my mom stop catching me
I only cry when I'm asleep or before I go to bed
It's hard for me
I LOVE HIM
Why couldn't he have stayed just for me
That's why my favorite time of day is when I'm sleeping
It's my favorite time for one reason
My reason is...
I get to see Austin
Him the love of my life
I get to see him
That face I wish to see everyday
He put spice in my life
His laugh gave me butterflies
His gray-blue eyes put a glitter in my eyes
His smile so big,pretty,and white
It made me wanna fight when i saw her all over him
I wish I would have told him...
That I loved him
But I knew he never would love me back
I knew the reason I just didn't want to believe it
I couldn't I wouldn't
Then the worst possible thing happened
I felt like all my life was drained from me
I wanted to die that day
I held back the tears so they wouldn't feel bad
I didn't say a word that day
They tried to get me to talk
I didn't I refused
Once I got home I just went to my room
I cried hours after hours after hours
My mom tried get me to stop and eat
But I couldn't I was to repulsed
I love him I tell him everyday
I know no one in my family believes he can hear me
So I tell him in my mind
I tell him in my dreams
But not meaning toI talk my thoughts
I talked my mind to much
I talked about him to much
She slapped me told me to STOP
I cry more than I ever have
She caught me she hit me again
She called the therapist at her work
That lady that calls herself a saint
Shes the devil for all I know
I go there Saturday's,Monday's,and Thursday's
I haven't gotten better
I've only gotten worse
I get better everyday at hiding my crying
It's helped a lot
I haven't been hit since my mom stop catching me
I only cry when I'm asleep or before I go to bed
It's hard for me
I LOVE HIM
Why couldn't he have stayed just for me
That's why my favorite time of day is when I'm sleeping