I Thought It Was Perfect

For once I thought it was heaven
Only to lose that feeling
Right as I thought the warmth would last
Going down to a smolder
I wish I had a reason to
Verify that the flames are banked
Emitting no heat.

Maybe it's karma
Enjoying yet another laugh at me.
♠ ♠ ♠
okay - so this is different from the other poems I've written in the fact that this is about my current boyfriend; not the guy I was crushing on before.
It's an Acrostic, so there is a message that should be read AFTER the poem.