To Be.

Emptiness causes it's own feelings of disarray
To objectify the haze in the life she seeks
Understanding what it is to be misunderstood,
artificial light shapes a Shakespearean contrast as she wishes to not be in love.
She wants to be alone,
She wants to be happy.
The constant desire to feel what it feels to be touched.
To be felt.
To be loved. - This kills her.

She's found "The one."...
Only by a mutual agreement otherwise known as a suicide pact.
Mother does not want her to die alone -
"Unmarried."
She just wants silence, to be quiet,
To be at home with her thoughts
To be the writer.
To be the tragedy...
To be the suicide sister.