Angry Sadness
I am sad
But I am pissed off more.
I don't want to cry
I want to kill
Death seems to be the only prmanent way
But I refuse that!
I don't want to give up
But I need a damn break!
I can only take so much.
But that's a lie!
I am just being lazy.
Yet action isn't working!
But there is no fucking problem!
Answer me that!
I know I am not alone.
Then why do I feel this way!
A house is not a home.
So where the hell do I stay?!
Any answers yet!
None.
I'm not fucking surprised
Incompotent idiots!
I know shit!
But you don't.
You ask.
I tell.
You don't listen
We both nd up yelling.
What is it that goes wrong with this fucking cycle!?
Am I the non-observant one here?!
Will I get any help!
Why the hell not?!
I don't even really need it!
Because I don't fucking want it.
Fuck you!
I don't fucking care!
It doesn't fucking matter!
I don't want to know what the fuck is the matter!
It doesn't fucking matter!
But I am pissed off more.
I don't want to cry
I want to kill
Death seems to be the only prmanent way
But I refuse that!
I don't want to give up
But I need a damn break!
I can only take so much.
But that's a lie!
I am just being lazy.
Yet action isn't working!
But there is no fucking problem!
Answer me that!
I know I am not alone.
Then why do I feel this way!
A house is not a home.
So where the hell do I stay?!
Any answers yet!
None.
I'm not fucking surprised
Incompotent idiots!
I know shit!
But you don't.
You ask.
I tell.
You don't listen
We both nd up yelling.
What is it that goes wrong with this fucking cycle!?
Am I the non-observant one here?!
Will I get any help!
Why the hell not?!
I don't even really need it!
Because I don't fucking want it.
Fuck you!
I don't fucking care!
It doesn't fucking matter!
I don't want to know what the fuck is the matter!
It doesn't fucking matter!