Alcoholism

Father-a man who exercises paternal care over other persons.
Alcoholic-of, pertaining to, or of the nature of alcohol.
Addict-a person who is addicted to an activity, habit, or substance.

Again here im writing
Do you even litsen?
Weve had this conversation before
Its cutting me to pieces
Ive gotten help why cant you?
It burns my soul
I cant go on
Flashbacks
Your screaming
Slamming Cupboards
Yelling once more
Hitting the wall
Cursing

Me well im crying in my room
alone
scared
Wanting away out
Is it possible?

Eventually the horror stops...

I come out grab the my hard-drive out the xbox which turns it off...

You
notice somethings wrong
come into my room
ask me whats wrong- What do you think?
I tell you im scared
You instanly burst into tears
Saying I do anything I love you
Keep crying dad i want to go home

I say im fine contuiously
you leave the room
i cry once more
Why cant i have a backbone?
Im afraid of you
Is that what you want?

You go to help for a while
Then quit
Lose your job
Its not your fault
Say how you miss me wont call,message me back
Only when its conveient for you
Its not about you, dad
Its about us
Both of us
My sister and me
Or have you forgoten?
She's being brought up with an addict
Do you want her to turn up like you...
But you wouldnt know....
You might not last that long...
If your Shitting blood, thats a problem...
If your puking Blood, thats a issue
Do you want to die?
It seems that way
I give up
im done
finshed
over it
You are who you are
Your lies dont blind me anymore
I see through
ALL of your lies and deciete
Screw You
I Hate You
Would I Cry If I Lost You
i dont know
Eventually i will,
Im full of rage now
All the pain
You were never a father to me
Why'd you leave?
Oh, you had better things to do
Like get shitfaced drunk?
Move to California
Come Back
Get Married- and dont invite me to the wedding
Have another kid
Get a diviorce

Dad, your 40 years old
Give up the game your not fooling anyone
Not me, my mom, my step-father
Bet you wont make it to 50 at the rate your going now.......

Daughter-a female child or person in relation to her parents.
Lost-a female child or person in relation to her parents.
Afraid-feeling reluctance, unwillingness, distaste, or the like