Plea

Taking my life back
Wanting my strengh back
Drop this blade
To be alright
To regain my sight
To put down this nine
Become sane and fine
Only a dream one said to me
Only a plea my other said to me
Why cant i drop the knife
Just regain my mind
I might as well be insane alright
To enjoy my freinds
To live my life
To fuck this night
And to live without fright
This physcopath has been trialed
And the verdict is the aslyum
No self to take
I just always break
Just wanted to take your hand
And step in stride
But now i realize
That ive already hung
In my inner sucide.......