I Don't Forgive You

Oh, you think that you're so clever...
That you can say or do whatever,
And it'll be okay with me...
But this isn't that kind of thing.
That hurt will last forever...
And there's not anything,
That you can do to make it better.
Why... do I cry...
Late at night?
Don't say that it's all right.
It's half past two...
And I'm still thinking 'bout you.
But one thing is true...
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I don't forgive you.
Not this time around...
Oh, and if you only knew,
How many times your words have let me down.
You can't expect to say to worst,
And that our friendship won't go into reverse.
So don't ask me if I do...
Oooh...
I don't forgive you.
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It's happened time and time again,
But I tell myself that you're my best friend.
Is that the truth... or am I lying?
And I'll carry this wound for the rest of my life,
Straight to my back, you brought down the knife,
And now I fear that what we had is dying...
Why... do you say...
That I'm your soul sis?
Do you expect me to forget this?
Why... today...?
I don't need this right now.
But you do it anyhow.
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I don't forgive you...
And that's to say the least.
Friendships, you can't renew.
My trust in you, you have decreased.
You can't expect at the end of the day,
That everything will grow back and be okay.
But what you've done, you can't undo...
Oooh...
So I don't forgive you.
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Keep saying sorry all you want,
But I've been there, I know you're not.
It's a lie you've told too many times....
And so the truth finally comes into view.
It was wrong of me to never doubt in you.
I threw away the facts and ignored the signs...
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So I don't forgive you.
Not now, or ever again.
All you've done is left me blue,
Cause I called you my best friend.
I wish things could stay the same...
But I'm the only one that'll ever change.
You'll stay your old self with your old flaws...
Saying hurtful things without a cause.
And I've finally figured out the right thing to do...
I don't forgive you.
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