"Nothing Wrong With Me"

No matter what I say,
I just can't get away
from the confusion I feel.
Everything is all too real.

Eternity is spent
dancing through my mind;
knots of internal organs
come with what I've got.

Run away, hide away,
spin all about.
I wonder if they know
what I'm thinking about?

Dizzy and stumbling,
my vision's still clearer
than the things in my head,
the things that I fear.

The scars on my skin
show through my disguise,
painting a picture
of what lies in the past.

I don't want to go there;
no, not again.
All I want is some clarity,
all I need is a friend.