hurt to the point of pain

when you asked me to be yours
i was over the moon,
when you said iloveeyouu
i was exstatic.

but now that you've ended those wonderful times,
i feel i can no longer go on,
my heart once so alive,
now is doing a deadly dive.

i used to blame myself,
telling myself,
"it's you!! it's all your fault!!"

but now when i take a step,
into the painful thing that was called,
us,

i realise,

it was not me...

it was YOU!!!!!