Empty Inside

I feel as though I have a hole
Deep within my heart
It hurts and burns my very soul
To feel this torn apart

There's a spot where nothing rests
Not a single thought or feeling
I can't even find my store of regrets
In that place that guards nothing

I can't find the reasons I need
They're not where I hid them
There is no way for them to be freed
When they're so well hidden

I can't figure out where they are
Where my feelings hide
Are they here or there or near or far?
And why am I empty inside?