Through My Eyes

My eyes
Green
A hint of blue
A bit of brown

I see
Everything
Around me

The colors
The movements
The shapes

The sadness

Through my eyes
Everything
Blurs
Around me
Engulfing me
In silent sobs

Shaking me
Destroying me
Taking me
Into the dark

Through my eyes
I saw you love me
I saw the beauty
The happiness
The pure joy
Of living

You

Took that away
Away from my eyes
Away from my soul

Now
Through my eyes
I see you hate me
I see the ugly
The madness
The loathing
Pure hatred

And also
What I don't see

The point
The point to do anything
Even live

This is why
This poem
Is the last thing

I will see

Through my eyes.