i wanted to say im sorry
i said so many things i didnt mean , i tried and i cried. even now , a year later, you wont even look at me -those things you said the cutting words, it didnt make sense ... what did i do to deserve this? crying in my room it hurt so bad i tried to end it and you werent sad you only found pleasure in my pain . and yet i still apologise, im sorry for trying to understand because youre not the same youre cruel unfeeling. i have no anger no hate just pain andconfusion.i knowthisapologyis muchtoolateimsory
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this was about a friend who started hating me when i started cutting and i never did anything to her but try to be understanding but it got to a point where i wouldnt taks the humiliation and dissrespect,and even though she cant hear it this is my way of washing my hands of the past and letting it go.