Finding Love

It's so far away,
The sun,
The stars,
Everything that we love and wish for,
We cannot have.

I wish to be out there.
I wish to be alive.
But I do not wish to take place in the industria,
That strives to take place of beauty.

My lungs may not be able to handle,
The love that I have.
My love may not be able to love me,
Because I cannot be within this love.

Finding myself insane,
So far from my love,
What I wish to be my life.
I jump to the sky,
But I seem to fall down.

It hurts to thit the ground,
But the sun does shine down,
I know my star loves me,
For it finds any way to be near.