A Year

A year has passed,
And it's gone by too fast.
I reach out at night,
Hoping I'll be alright.
I hope I'll feel you beside me,
It'll never happen and you have to agree.
My mom hates to hear your name,
She thinks you're the only one she can blame.
I know I gave into it all,
You're just too strong and tall.
I know I couldn't resist,
I didn't feel like getting beat by a fist.
I still miss you everyday,
And they don't see you the same way.
I want to feel your warm arms,
Even though that will set off alarms.
I want you to kiss me,
Even if it was never meant to be.
I want them to stop accusing you,
I want them to know how you can be true.