Say

The bitter rain drops,
That I contemplate as they fall
The tears that crawls in my head,
That is presently menial
I hear It's voices speak,
Whenever they touch the thought
That i stand upon.

Spoken for a better now,though I
Embraced the smile of yesterday,
And has it back to what it once was.

In a way,I wish again that It would come by
If i could only, Forget what it has been,
I wouldn't be hoping for a better today
If i could just let go of a second,
I wouldn't be confused of what lasts

Then the night endeavors the lines,
That once twinkled between my sight
And I hear them say,
"An umbrella folded all my dreams"

And I try to lie to myself to hide,
What's declared to be ensured;
Though not a formal consent emotion.

Help me be, Raise me from these clouds
It's a broken route ,though It's okay
To say what I need to be grateful for,
Even such, I'm in a gloomy Thursday.

This song of hopes, noted about the things
I couldn't say to you, Things that we could never do
And the postulate, for a future to behold
And the papers that shouldn't have been ..
"thrown away" a long time ago

And sentences were blurry,For I missed
Trusting the one that I should be Thankful for
Now I'm deciphering a message,
That could have been quite easier

Darker than black,reap in her words,
The scarcity of the fair
Though I have this to say,
I should be blank , a time to forget
And push on what is waiting;
For my eyes deceive me.