You had me then, why throw me away now?

I waited for you,
you didn't come again.

You used to love me,
you used to care.

We used to be so great,
even just as friends.

We'd laugh and jump and skip,
until we grew up.

Then we learnt the meanings in life,
things had more to them,
under the seams.

You were one of those things, to me.

Now you have me,
now we fight.

Now I have lost the meaning in life,
I stare in the mirror,
at the bruise on my face.

How did this happen?
In you I had faith.

In you I found laughter,
in you I found Spring,
and all the advantages that Spring brings.

My life had beauty,
my life had grace.
For once I had a meaning,
I saw beauty in my face.

Now you have me,
now you don't care.

Now I'm nothing,
just a way for a slave.
A way to show off,
to those new friends you've made.

I wait alone,
I'm trapped for another day.
I'm trapped in your embrace,
once that was so great.

I wanted you then,
you didn't seem to know.
You finally come for me,
that's when I realise what I really need.

A friend I had in you, a brother,
my only one.
I loved you, not what you've become.

So now, my once love,
I think that we are done.
♠ ♠ ♠
I've never even been through anything like this but something compelled me to write this.