Kill myself tonight

Kill myself tonight and you would not understand, kill myself tonight would you notice my distance from you, kill myself tonight would you cry over my dead body? Kill myself tonight would you wake up and say she’s gone? Would someone tell you that I finally did it? Would you even care? I gave up everything for you and you let me down… I guess no matter what are risky words to say to someone when you don’t even mean it… well now I lay thee down to sleep… to hope one day you will understand… that it all worked out in the end…