a lost life

I lost a friend, I lost my life, it was out of control my head was a mess and I didn’t know what to do… he needed to know how to save a life, and I needed to know the simple way out, life isn’t easy and it will never be, but you brought joy to my life and you made it all right, but there were many moments when I saw a way I could easily slip out but somehow I’m still here this night and I’m wondering why… I can’t deal with life anymore and I scream and cry at you… tell you I hate you and that I don’t need you, I keep lying and lying … and you see the pain in my eyes the torture life brings me and you finally see that you can’t save me… then you walk away and I walked the other direction and lost my life