I love the way you hurt me
I think I might cry.
I love you too much. But I never see you.
You got me to open up when no one else could.
My addiction stopped because of you...and it also started again because of you.
Why can't you set aside your differences with them?
It only keeps you from seeing me.
And yet the only one who suffers is me.
Can't you see THAT YOU ARE HURTING ME?!
I want this to end!
I cry blood and bleed tears because of you.
We used ti be perfect.
You don't know how much I miss that.
I want you back!
But I still have you..
How does that work?
I want you back in my arms. My embrace.
I miss your kisses and the way your hands feel on my back.
I miss the way I fit in your arms.
How your lips felt against my neck.
I miss your warm touch and those brown eyes I love so much.
I still believe in us even when no one else does.
When I think of you I feel sick. Then I realize it's just the butterflies in my tummy.
I miss you and love you and sometimes doubt us.
Everyone says to end it. But I'm to infatuated to listen.
I'm starting to realize I'm not depressed because I love you.
I'm depressed because you don't love me.
But I can't change that, even if you say you love me I know you don't.
I can see it in your eyes. They shine with shame.
You're ashamed to admit you don't feel the same way.
Even more so because you said it first!
Why would you hurt me like that?!
Were you trying to toy with my feelings so you could crush me at the perfect time?!
I thought you were perfect!!
I left for a month and you change! Into a completely different person!
Why?!
The more I write in this the more I realize that everyone around me is right...
You don't deserve me.
You do lie.
You don't feel the same way.
And I'm better off without you.
I love you too much. But I never see you.
You got me to open up when no one else could.
My addiction stopped because of you...and it also started again because of you.
Why can't you set aside your differences with them?
It only keeps you from seeing me.
And yet the only one who suffers is me.
Can't you see THAT YOU ARE HURTING ME?!
I want this to end!
I cry blood and bleed tears because of you.
We used ti be perfect.
You don't know how much I miss that.
I want you back!
But I still have you..
How does that work?
I want you back in my arms. My embrace.
I miss your kisses and the way your hands feel on my back.
I miss the way I fit in your arms.
How your lips felt against my neck.
I miss your warm touch and those brown eyes I love so much.
I still believe in us even when no one else does.
When I think of you I feel sick. Then I realize it's just the butterflies in my tummy.
I miss you and love you and sometimes doubt us.
Everyone says to end it. But I'm to infatuated to listen.
I'm starting to realize I'm not depressed because I love you.
I'm depressed because you don't love me.
But I can't change that, even if you say you love me I know you don't.
I can see it in your eyes. They shine with shame.
You're ashamed to admit you don't feel the same way.
Even more so because you said it first!
Why would you hurt me like that?!
Were you trying to toy with my feelings so you could crush me at the perfect time?!
I thought you were perfect!!
I left for a month and you change! Into a completely different person!
Why?!
The more I write in this the more I realize that everyone around me is right...
You don't deserve me.
You do lie.
You don't feel the same way.
And I'm better off without you.